These big-a-s flowers are for my Aunt, who doesn't even know my blog exists.

I am worried about her as she is very sick and just had to leave the hospital, not because she is well, but because the insurance ran out.

She is so sweet, such a good hard-working person. With scoliosis and emphysema.

She took steroids for years for her asthma -which could not possibly have been made better by a lifetime of smoking - and those steroids can soften your bones adding to her twisted back.

At least I understand they made things bad, now, near the end.

It keeps being pounded into me that we must all go. I am just Never ready for it. It is unconscionably sad.