Friday, September 4, 2009
Hanging on by a thread.
I, the Tart, am not doing well. I have been holding on for three weeks now, trying so hard not to go into the hospital. I don't think it is working. My p-doc made a medicine change two weeks ago and it is not enough to stem the tide, to to stop it, to fix it. I keep calling, hoping that he will call me back. He does not. I keep seeing my therapist twice a week, I don't know how we will pay for it, but I have not missed an appointment. I have bawled. I have screamed. I don't trust that this doctor can do squat for me, and there are not many alternatives. So I may go into the hospital. I don't know if I am going, I don't know when I'll get out. Now you know why it's been so hard for me to post, and that I am truly and utterly just hanging on.
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5 comments:
((((Tart)))) I am so sorry you are having to deal with all this pain. Hugging you tight. Know you are in my thoughts and prayers my friend.
(((((((Tart))))))) if you have to go, then I hope they are able to do something good for you and I want you know we will be here when you get out.
{{{{TART}}}} Sorry to hear that you are dealing with so much stuff.we are here for you with prayers.I'm posting a prayer request for you on my site as well.Hang in there kiddo!!Big Time Hugs!!
(((((Tart))))) Maybe the hospital would help. I know I hate it when I have to go, but sometimes it is what is needed to stabilize the medication. You are really going through a rough time, so do what ever is needed to help. Sending hugs your way.
Thank you all - so much!
:)
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